Ben,

Some days I am strong and others I am so weak I don't feel I can get out of bed. I really try to be positive about things. I guess right now positivity is all I have.

Enjoy the weekend with the kids. Mine are with H this weekend but I am ready for a break so that is ok. Since we went on vacation last week, they were with me every day all day long. Plus 7 hours in the car both ways was enough for me for a bit. Looking for peace and quiet this weekend.