I'm so glad you are feeling better. Are you going to contact C? I really hope you do -- it would be great to get some support and it is so important for you to take care of yourself right now.
Also, write a list of people you could have called last night. Next time, call them.
I read this in an Oprah magazine or something -- "Need someone because you love them, don't love them because you need them."
Work on getting happy with yourself as an independent person. Become whole. This is important no matter what happens.
