I think I am loosing it. Last night I had a migraine so I wrapped my pillow around my head and held it as tight as I could. The pain would not go away. While laying there suffering, a thought went thru my head. I was at my sister's shop yesterday evening doing some book keeping for her when H came to pick up our daughter (she works for my sister). Anyway, he didn't just pull up outside at the time she gets off, he came in 15 minutes early and joked around with my sister. She said he comes in early each time he picks our daughter up. Sometimes he justs sits over in the waiting area for her to get off and other times if no one is in there, he jokes around with them.
The thing I like about this is that he still enjoys being around my family. He has even stayed after getting hair cuts and visited with my family. I came to realize he isn't ready to give up on being a part of my family.
He may want his freedom and space but he does little things now and again to make sure he is still included in our lives. It took a migraine and pain to make me see this. I guess the migraine was a sign from above. I had to sit still long enough to let myself absorb everything going on.
I am feeling so much better today. Not only does my head not hurt, I am feeling like a lot of stress is lifted off my shoulders. I feel calm today.
You would think after 28 months of being apart, I would start to lose feelings for H but even after this much time, I love him more and more each day.
So, how is everyone else doing today? Any hot plans for the weekend?
