Last night when my W and 5D got home I had a pleasant conversation with my W. We only talked about her day with 5D, but any conversation is probably good at this point. At one point in the conversation she says/ask me: "If it doesn't make you uncomfortable could you please massage my neck". I did not say anything I just went over to her and massaged her neck and back. From that point conversation was still just about her day.... Then at the end of the conversation she has to go and bring up the D. Can't I go a day without talking about the D with her.
On another note my old roommate is coming into town in July. It should be a goodtime to hang out with him, I am looking forward to it.
Yesterday after work I picked up 2D from my IL's house. It was ackward, but pleasant. I don't know how else to describe that interaction. After that I just hungout with 2D. We had dinner, washed my truck, and went for a bike ride. While putting 2D to bed everything hit me once again. How many more times does my little girl need to see her Daddy cry. Nightly I typically tuck both girls into bed.... I won't be able to do this anymore and that thought/reality hurts. Heck, I am forcing myself to not cry while typing this out.
