Thanks for your prayers. I am praying for you too. It is horrible that we are in this situation. I still have a whole range of emotions as it looks like you do. Sometimes, I wish that I would just get the D papers, so we can get this over. Other times, I still wish my H would come to his senses. His A has been going on for 8 months now, and it would take a miracle for my H and I to work things out. He is half the man than I thought he was. I held on because of my vows and love, but at some point, it seems like we can step back and say that we did everything we could and we deserve better. We never gave up on our spouses, they gave up on themselves. Hold you head up high, you never did anything to deserve this (I am still trying to convince myself of this). Take care.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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