well ~ up till well after midnight, praying and crying and here it is, before 6am and I'm up.

Thanks for everyone's prayers. I might take a break from the boards for a bit too.

....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
D=ok