I commit my H, our family and our marriage.....I'm going to court tomorrow -- possibly to hear we have a continuance. I talked to H for two hours today. Partly fighting/loudly discussing and then an hour of actual conversation. I don't know where we are. He still may seek a divorce, but he's not dating the EA. His words - talking to her - were as friends. He's not saying he wouldn't date her but he's not considering dating anyone right now and neither am I. He said he's seeking counseling...not 100% sure about it because a lot of what was said, DID sound like counselor talk - but his counselor couldn't understand why I turned to sex.....although she did describe the situation exactly as I would have - almost like a rape - I was numb, it was never about the sex.
