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Went to the water park with S4 today, he LOVED it. Kinda got a bad deal when someone stole our tube, but we had a blast anyway.
I got season passes (go twice and they're paid for ) and I got one for W, in case she wants to take S4 on her weekends. I also got the parking pass with both our names on it, she should like that. She likes the waterpark, so I hope she thinks it's a nice gesture, and not me trying to buy her off or anything.
FINALLY had a great dream about her last night (I haven't been dreaming at all since this happened). We were together, I went to hug her, tried to feel her up (yeah, I'm a guy and it's a dream, get over it) and she got pissed - "I see what you're trying to do!" I apologized, and we sat there talking, we were smiling, we were having fun, we were BACK together and her family was all around us, and they were cool with it - I couldn't believe it. I bet if you'd been watching me sleep, I had the biggest grin on my face of all time... Then I start feeling this poke on my buttcheek in the dream and someone saying, "Dad, Dad, Dad..." wake up to S4 smacking me trying to wake me up. He almost got strangled for waking me up from the dream.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
S4 brought me a card this morning that my parents got for him to give me. He drew on it, and brought it to me. I about lost it. He is such a good boy and, just like every kid, deserves to have his mommy and daddy together showing him they love each other. What could possibly be better for a child than that?
Had 2 more dreams about W last night, both very good and vivid. I love that! I wake up feeling so good - I want them to be reality now.
The Pastor is supposed to meet with W today, so maybe I'll get a call from her this week. I sure hope so. That would make this business traveling a bit more tolerable.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
I just spoke to S4 on the phone, that was fun. At the end, he says, "Do you want to talk to mom now?"
Ooooooooooooh-boy did I almost say yes, but I didn't. I said no, and he sounded so disappointed. My W was right there, MAN I wanted her to pick up the phone and talk to me...
She will one of these days.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
I just spoke to S4 on the phone, that was fun. At the end, he says, "Do you want to talk to mom now?"
Ooooooooooooh-boy did I almost say yes, but I didn't. I said no, and he sounded so disappointed. My W was right there, MAN I wanted her to pick up the phone and talk to me...
She will one of these days.
Wait till your son gets tricky. Depending on who my son is with, he will hand the phone over and say that I/her want to talk to the other. Lil devil, I adore him, I give him all the credit for thoughtfulness, but not sure if he is helping or hurting
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
He's already tricky, he tells me things, he tells his mom things, he tells my mom, I'm sure he tells W's mom, etc.
He wants us all back together bad! I think that's a big part of why W is considering giving us another chance. Well, I think she has lots of reasons, or she wouldn't even consider it.
I'm flying back tomorrow, so I should be able to get back on her full time tomorrow afternoon.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
I get that too. My D especially. She is so hurt by the whole thing and is witness to lies my W makes. Well D doesn't put up with it and calls her mom to the carpet everytime. She even told her mom she doesn't trust her as much anymore...I think that was an eye opener.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
) and I got one for W, in case she wants to take S4 on her weekends. I also got the parking pass with both our names on it, she should like that. 
She likes the waterpark, so I hope she thinks it's a nice gesture, and not me trying to buy her off or anything. 
