Thanks for checking in.. It has kinda been a low key week. Just kinda numb and trying to figure out what way to go. I left you message on your thread a bout some CDS. They are real mind searching which I think we need after we have been put through all this.
I am kinda on hold with my life for a while. H calls and is very pleasant but he has finally got his way. He can leave now this fall and go on. He tells me she isn't really what he wants ans she won't be a long term thing. Isn't she in for a surprise.. It would be nice to be held and appreciated like a wife should sometime.
Well I headed to a friends going away party for their daughter. It will be fun but you are always the one with out someone there. They are good about it and always invite me. Which I appreciate it. It would be nice to have someone who would like to go to things with you.
