How are you making it? It is sad to think we are all this close to something that we didn't want. It is not a good feeling. GO to Matildas thread. I told her about a book and CD's a friend told me about them It isn't about getting rich it is finding the real you. It has made sense to listen to them so you start thinking for ourselves and for us. It is worth listening too.
You might think it is a business CD but listen to them for a while or read the book.
I just have that old numb feeling and that I have to start planning for the boys and myself. H has been nice but I know now why. He cares but just doesn't want to be married to me.
Our social life is the pits but maybe some day it will pick up. I have a hard time believing that even though everyone tells me it will. It is a lonesome world right now. Thank heavens for kids or I would drive my self nuts.