BIG TUNA still here

[big_tuna]

Hi jazz et al.....tuna update as follows: same interaction with WAXW as before talk/email often..usually about kids..especially s16 who doesnt want to spend time with her.....s8 had baseball playoff game this past sat...her parenets came and afterward she hugged me twice for 20-30 seconds at a time in front of everyone before we left...it was strange even for her..next day sunday(dad's day) she had the boys give me a beautiful large frame w/ pictures of me /boys over the years.....i cried....also gave them $25 to take me to b-fast..i even invited her...she declined...she also gave me a card with "have a special day....i love you!....WAW handwritten in it....i just dont get it....she's been hot and cold since as usual and the rollercoaster continues...just talked to her on phone a few minutes ago...she appeared to be crying..i asked her if everything ok and told her to call me if she needs anything.....these things always set me back in the end cause i always have to hope today is the day she finally realizes her colossal mistake.....even if someday she does...could i EVER really take her back????,,pls advise all my friends.....god bless you all...BIG TUNA