Thanks, Bliss, for the support and encouragement. I have been feeling really together for a couple weeks, but this week has been hard. I know that the ups and downs are for a long time, and I also know I need to be patient; if anything will turn around between H&me, it will only be after a long separation; and I know it's very possible neither of us will hold out. Still, I wish I could shake the blues.
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is he chasing someone else, or is someone else chasing him?
Sara --
At this point, neither. He has insisted that he's not involved with anyone - and I have decided not to pursue whether he's lying to me or not. I know that if he's got anyone else, she's having a pisspoor time of it b/c he's either with our boys or working - and there's no place in this tiny town that he and she could go easily w/o being seen - and no one has seen him with anyone. To top it off, he's currently certain that he is incapable of having any real relationship with a woman - and he seems more depressed that way than anything.
As for someone pursuing him - that's possible but there's no sign of him reciprocating. To put it bluntly, he's just not seeming to be interested in anything like that. I'm not saying he won't after a while, but there's no sign that there is any chasing of any kind going on right now.
Imp - as always, thanks for the thoughts. I keep thinking that somehow I'll know when enough's enough.
