I AM going to force myself to get out Friday. I may just go to this little jazz club that has an upstairs balcony. People usually just go up there to talk. It has a railing so you can see and hear the band. I may hide a book in my jacket and sit in the corner and read while listening to the music. Or after a few Corona's I may go across the street to a bar that has the pool table. Met some people there a few weeks ago they may remember me.
Also I may sleep in the camper that night so I will seem to have been out all night.
Oh ya speaking about pool tonight my son and I are going to leave before the W gets home. We are going to the Pool hall and have some hot dogs and I'm going to teach him how to play pool.
I'm not having a good day. A little depressed I know Keep a PMA when I am around the W but like I said my sitch is different than most of yours. Mine My W is pleasant to be around. She does get her jabs in but for the most part we are as she put it "Room Mates",No talk of D that is why I am having trouble. For my son's sake and keeping the family together being room mates is fine. But I also need a companion. So I have a hard time pushing for the relationship because it may ruin the "room mate" status that is keeping my son free from a Divorce. Sorry my mind is just working overtime. One more thing, my daughter gave me a gift certificate for fathers day. I went and bought a watch. Now this might not seen special to any of you but I have never spent over $20.00 for a watch. I always save my money for the family. Well I used the certificate and used the credit card to buy me a $100.00 watch.
With the W wanting to pay off bills with my son’s and my vacation and some other things I have gotten I have spent about $2000.00 in the last week. And the W has said NOTHING about it.
I rambled on long enough I catch ya when you wake up dude
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
