Wow sweetie.. I know exactly how you feel. We get so caught up in their "past" that it seems inevitable that they will repeat it. I am not much help cause I havent had my intuition go off at all like you kind of are, so sorry to hear that. MAYBE IT IS JUST YOUR NERVES and too much mind wandering? I am sure that is all it is!!! \:\)

Focus on "MY H is telling me the truth and I need to stay calm and focus on the positive."

I am still trying to figure out my H last nite when I was on the phone with him ( his is "broken" and he is using his friends) SOMEONE WAS CALLING APPARENTLY AND he outright said her number to me and said "honey is that my bosss' number and I said NO I have no idea whose that is????? " good grief. DOUBLE Somedays this is too much isnt it?


Maybe he really just did finaly fall asleep. Just a few days ago , My sleep had been close to nil these past few days. I fell asleep and my H called me twice and I never heard it . I ALWAYS, I MEAN ALWAYS ,HEAR THE PHONE.
So give him the benefit of the doubt and maybe when he calls and you sound sad again and he asks again " Say nothing Honey/XXXX I just miss you a lot is all and I 'd love to give you a big hug right now." or something like that.
Love , Ali
P.S.~ I hoped I helped some cause Lord knows I am feeling insecure right now myself.
All my best to you Honey,, hang in there. Enjoy the book and think positive. What you focus on expands! ;\)