Although I feel like I'm in a little safer place, I'm not quite sure I like the color the grass is turning out. Some days it's even tough to swallow. I guess I just need to keep my blinders on and focus on the goal and don't be distracted by the problems in front of me right now. I think I might have to consult with BeingMe on a one on one matter and see what recommendations she has. There seem to be a step I need to take here, but I'm not sure what it is or how to approach it. If I remember some of BeingMe history, she should be the person to ask. Please keep your eyes on your inbox BeingMe.
Currently I have been keeping very active and making small changes in my life, taking on more challenges and just getting things done. I think W likes this too, makes her more positive. This also makes it so I'm not sitting around watching the pot boil. So I would say both of us are happier with that approach. I guess being pro-active is better than sitting around waiting for lightning to strike.
