Let it go. You don't KNOW anything. I have the same problem. I keep filling in the blanks. WE have to take it day by day. It's amazing how everything seems fine and you are happy. Have plenty of happy thoughts and then we get that one little devil standing on our shoulder and whispers 1 bad thought in our ear and we are bummed the rest of the day.
Smile, climb back on the happy wagon. Sept. will be here soon
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know