She has contacted two divorce layers today. I am again reading DR. I'm scared. I'm tired. It just doesn't seem right. How do I do this without begging? i feel the need to plead my case. I don't want to go dark, but she keeps asking me for stuff. I don't want to be a doormat, but I don't want her to think I am giving up. Fine line.
And then the kids. I need them to see me as a strong father, but every time I think about what is happening, I break down. S 5 is wondering what is wrong. D 7 knows what is wrong. She was trying to get us to hold hands in church Sunday. My wife did for a minute and then pulled away. This was before the fathers day phone call.
