I will succeed ... I will get better at standing up for myself and I will expect to be treated like the AMAZING, STRONG, INTELLIGENT, CARING WOMAN I am. Not out of obligation but by carrying myself in that way w/o saying a word. Thanks Jen .... if you are reading this you reminded me who I am. Whenever I doubt my strength I will hear those words in my head. I got the sexual goddess thing down with COGS' help and much trial and error and now this... I need to get me back. ONE year of working and changing and now it is time for ALICIA to shine. I can do this... if I made it this far ,, I can do anything absolutely anything. Change is hard and at times uncomfortable and painful but I am up for the challenge if it means in the end I will be much Happier and more serene. Thank you GOD for helping me and alllowing me to have an open mind..... and never get Jaded~ God bless....
