I am feeling well today and I must admit that Iam feeling a little insecure. But I will be ok ,, I just wonder if this beautiful Man I love will ever really grow up all the way and live with integrity,,, and on and on and on....... when I asked this morning if the caller last nite was for him he said no it wasnt for me..... and in a smart ass tone he says "why you wanna call it?" How rude. I know , I know , I know..... Detach, detach and detach... I will do it it just hurts some........... Let it go.... I am supposed to be his Wife not his Mother so let it go and Maybe one day he wil be the Man he needs to be and until then I need to Gal for me. H can be so awesome and he is and then the ugliness that comes from left field. ( well I know where it comes from) and I will continue to work on me so it does not affect me! I will have a fabulous day today.... I promise you all... no obsessing ... so stress. I have come to far too let this JUNK drag me down..... I promised myself I wouldnt talk about it and so that is it and I dont want to worry about it anymore. I am going to get better at this and I will feel so much better when I do.... detach, detach and detach some more....
