Well man I am not denying it was only sex for her, so I realize it made it only sex. But there was still some kind of connection going on that was not there before. I am not getting my hopes up, trust me, that gonna do nothing but let me down.

Pretty much what I gather from her is that if she goes all the way thru with this she wants to get the ball rolling, so that she can move on with her life. But she still knows that she can stop it anytime within 60 days. So right now she is keeping all her options open, while still moving forward with what she thinks she wants.