What a way to come back from vacation....I have strep throat. I feel like crap!!! I cry at everything. I don't know if it is because I am depressed or being sick.
Right now I feel hopeless. I know I shouldn't but I do. I am fighting Mr. Sickness, Mr. Negativity, Mr. Depression all in one. I don't know if I have the strength this time to win. It is dragging me way down in the tunnel and I am having a hard time gripping the walls to pull myself up. I want to just let go and fall. Fall into the pit of nothingness.