While she wanted to be here, she couldn't see the changes. Now that she is ready to leave, she will not be giving me the attention to see the changes. She has given up. She has given up on me. It's not justified but she has. And truthfully, I am tired of hurting her. Even when I feel I do it all the right way she ends up getting hurt by something out of my control. I can't fight that.
I can continue to make myself better, but as I have said before, I made changes in myself for her. That may not be right, but it's the truth.
