It is finally out, he wants a D

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Thanks guys. Seems he has more of a problem with sleeping together than I do. I figure it may be the last I get. I don't feel used or abused, but thanks for caring.

No, there is no other woman. When I questioned him about a phone # on his cell I didn't recognize he said that he was wondering when I would ask-it was a friend of my cousin that was female. He had told me of her before. He asked me why I didn't just have him tailed. I said it wouldn't matter.

Maybe I don't NEED him, but I WANT him.

What do you guys mean about breaking the cycle? I have done many things but none of them ever worked for good.

Found some of his things missing, and when I questioned it this morning he said he was moving stuff to his father's again. Sigh.....

He also was grumpy last night and said that he had a "scheduling conflict" this week. When I asked what he told me he was cranky and it didn't involve me so he wouldn't clarify. That kinda worries me. I am only curious when things are kept from me, I keep telling him that. The more secretive he is the more I question. I told him from the beginning that I wanted honesty but apparently I am told that I can't handle the truth. What did I do to screw things up so bad for my kids?????