Thank you for the suggestions for finding an MC. My DH found one in our local area that he seems to like. Apparently that had a good repore on the phone. I know its a man but I have no idea what kind of MC he is. I do know that he was on the list from our health insurance...but if he doesn't seem pro-marriage or solutions based I will def try another right away.
I did spend last night at my parents house. I did miss my D4 & my dog but felt more at ease not having to deal with DH. Certainly gave me an idea about what D would be like and not having my child with me all the time. I didn't like that at all. More motivation to do whatever necessary to work this out.
Me: 30 EX-H: 37 DD: 5 Separated 6/07. MC for months, EX-H quit MC. Divorce Final 8/14/08. Trying to move on with new life.