Cadesmom,

Thanks for your note of encouragement and concern. I'm doing okay. I do have my weak moments, but prayer helps, and NOP keeps my head screwed on straight on a daily basis. When I falter emotionally, I just think about my kids, especially my two boys, and I fight on. I try to focus on ONE DAY AT A TIME, and I am continually amazed how each day, and with each new step no matter how difficult, God has put people in my life to help me with it, and has equipped me with the things I've needed THAT DAY to work thru it.

Either way this turns out, I am coming out of it a better man that I was going in, and I will sleep well knowing that I fought the right, and honorable fight.

Choc.