I know the IC is familar with Michelle and her work, I do push for moving forward and solutions more than just dwelling in the past. I believe she wants to talk with my mom a bit about what I went thru when my dad left and I stopped dealing with my emotions or growing emotionally and also my mom has observed 20 yrs of my wife and I being together. My mom and I have grown closer in the past few months and my mom is also one of the few (like 2) people my wife and I have both talked to about our marriage. Hopefully my mom can help a little with how I got to where I am so I can figure out where to go from here. Guess we'll see. Thanks for askin'.
No phone calls from my wife today, she did start sending me txt msgs after everyone else at her work left for the day, the first was "Sup" and I sent a message or two, then followed it up with a "K" and figured the conversation would be over. But she picked it back up after a few mins, told me she was talking the boys bowling and I told that sounded like fun, she mentioned that all they do is play computer and I said that is was good that she was getting them out to do something else.
Played softball after work, went 3 for 3 hitting, batted some runs in, didn't screw up in the field either. It was a great night, we won 12-9, unfortunately the last game is Thursday and I will miss it We have a tournament in a month, so I'll be looking forward to that! I wanted to call my wife and tell her all about the game, but bit my tongue and didn't. She likes baseball and has come to all of my games when she is here, plus she usually asks about them when she isn't here.
Went straight from my game to the local minor league baseball opening night. Got there in the 5th inning, standing room only! Our home team ended up losing 5-4 with the tie breaking run coming in the 9th inning and the home team was unable to get a run to tie or win. During the game S15 sent me a video of bowling, I kind of backslide and asked him to send a video of his mom bowling, but he didn't. I sent him a video of the baseball game from my phone and kept him uptodate on the score since he wanted to know. S13 said he wanted to go to a game. Fireworks after the game, took a video of them and sent them to S13, S15 and my wife. Then sent S13 and S15 a goodnight and love ya and got the same back from them. No goodnight txt msg from my wife and no response from her about the baseball or firework videos I sent her and the kids. Not stressing, not calling her, not sending her a good night.
Washing clothes and packing for Vegas, need to mow the front and back lawns in the morning before I go to work and head to the airport. Hope something worthwhile happens in Vegas to make the trip worthwhile, I'm missing 3 important things here to go on the trip and need some good business news, some sort of good news would be nice for once...
We have a tournament in a month, so I'll be looking forward to that! I wanted to call my wife and tell her all about the game, but bit my tongue and didn't. She likes baseball and has come to all of my games when she is here, plus she usually asks about them when she isn't here.