I am going to keep on like this and I know I will be ok, it is not for me to take on nor for me to absorb. Let go and let GOD... I know now that I am very strong I just let him take too much of me and my energy. I allow him to drain me and it wont happen overnite but I will get better at this. I just know it my heart tells me so~ I am also going to do my best to focus on my personal growth in my posts I need to get even better at loving me and taking time for me. I am carving out two hours a day at the Y for awhile until my spirit is replenished and then cut back some... but it feels good to have quality me and the kids time. I am proud of myself cause I am taking charge of me and actively going to work on me .. I deserve it and so does my body. I brought five children into the world and I love them with every part of my being and now it is ok for me to take time for me. It really is. I aint getting any younger ,but I am getting better! God bless....
