Well everyone you will be so happy for me~ I went to the gym ( our local YMCA) swam with my kids and then rode the bike on uphill for 30 minutes, was sweating like a "PIG" and it felt so damn good. I was pleased with myself. We then came home 2 hours later and we had a blast!!!!

My girls and I went to the store and bought stuff to make Pasta and my boys stayed home to cook. My S16 has a friend over and they made "MY" whole wheat Pasta.. and all the kids ate it ! BRAVO they ate healthy like me. And we all sat down together and ate dinner as a FAMILY!
Blessings, blessings and more blessings. Now this is the life. and as for my H he tried to bait me and I let it go... and he called later and I told him we were on our way to the Y~ and he said "ok talk to you later.."
GREAT NITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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.... *also Jen Jam maybe you were right about assuming stuff.

While he was on the phone ( his friends cell) with me after we left the Y ( his phone got wet and doesnt work!?!) someone was calling his friends cell and he said the number OUTLOUD it was the number of the girl who called his phone... and he asked me hey honey is 123-456-7865 my boss's number and I said " No I dunno who it belongs to..."
I dont get it,, he is not so good at numbers ,like me, but he did not recognize it at all so she cant be important! RIGHT?


I took a deep breath and just let it go,, I dont care who she is or why she is calling that number too. Not going to start this over! I am better than that and I am getting my body in shape and more importantly my spirit so ....... anything is possible for me and I am on my way to being a very happy content Woman....For me all by myself ... and life is good. Very , very good. Thank you GOD.
I am going to keep on like this and I know I will be ok, it is not for me to take on nor for me to absorb. Let go and let GOD... I know now that I am very strong I just let him take too much of me and my energy. I allow him to drain me and it wont happen overnite but I will get better at this. I just know it my heart tells me so~ I am also going to do my best to focus on my personal growth in my posts I need to get even better at loving me and taking time for me.
Thanks for your post Nikki you are a sweetheart! Could use all the postive energy I can get ~ Thank you very Much!
God bless...