I thought after the appt we had a chance. She seemed open to given it another try. We rode in the same car. On the way home nothing was said. When we got home i left her to her thoughts. About two hours after getting home she called me into the bedroom and told she didn't want to do this anymore. It's over. I said nothing. I just shook my head in an okay manner and left the room. She came out shortly after that and asked if she could use my computer to look for a job. Again I said nothing.
I don't think I can say anything to her without seeming like I am begging her to stay. She knows I want her to stay. i can't say it anymore. She told me we have to figure out a way to coexist since she can't move out yet. I don't know how to do that. Any help would be appreciated.
The hard thing about this is she had plenty of times before when I was wrong to leave. Now that I have been doing the right things and believing she was seeing them she wants to end the marriage. I know better than to ask why, but it doesn't make any sense.
