Sashaying thru Seperation V

[mcojh]

Well, the letter came in the mail today from the church lady. I brought it to her when we were going to the store together. She read it and instantly became pi$$ed at her dad. I have no idea what is in the letter, but she said that it said something about a midlife crisis. She then made a statement that everyone thinks that this all about her and nothing to do with me. She also said, you understand that it isn't all about me right? I replied, that I wish people would let us work this out between us. We went to the store, and when we were headed home, she was real quiet and crying. I touched her leg and tried to "comfort" her, but she pulled away as if she was mad at me.

When we got to her place, I carried in a box for her. She was still crying. I told her that I was going to hug her. I did and she was crying harder. I told her that it hurt me to see her like this and I would do anything to make her feel better. I slipped and told her ILY when I was hugging her. She started to cry harder and was having trouble talking. I told her I didn't want to leave her like this. She told me that it didn't matter. I also told her I would call later to check on her. She seems so conflicted. I wish people would leave us alone.