Rob - THANK YOU! You have been with me from the start and you have no idea how much that means to me.

Thanks Dana. That sounds pretty much right on the money. As I said earlier...it made me realize that the other side may not be as scary a place as I thouht it would be. She is a good woman who is making me feel good about myself. At this point...I think that is ok.

I know what my boundaries are right now. And those may change as this progresses. I have made my sitch clear to her...so as long as I stay true to my boundaries throughout this and as long as I am honest to her....I think we'll be ok.

Her friend that we went out with Sat night just emailed me asking if the "Family" wanted to come over to her beach house this weekend. I'm sure my "friend" (not sure what else to call her) probably filled her in and this was her way of getting me to let her in. So I did. Told her that I wasn't sure what Michelle was doing but I'd be around Saturday night.

Well I'm off to race my bike tonight. This week I brought my shoes. YAY!


Scott: 38
X: 39
M: 13yrs D: 12/12/08
S9, D8, S6
MLC/EA/PA
Bomb: 8/10/06 S: 01/07 Asked for D: 05/07 Mediation 07/07

"And when all's been said and done
It's the things that are given, not won
Are the things that you want"
- Gomez; See the World