Oy, well I almost chickened out but finally mentioned it after a very nice dinner on Friday. He said that he honestly had not realized it was coming up but figured that had something to do with my weird attitude(?). Anyway...long story short H said he was planning on us living together again eventually and when I mentioned my lease was up at the end of July he said "we will have to work on that then." I know, I know... that was super vague but I did not push the issue so I am holding tight.
No major pull back from H since (which I had expected) so if we have not had any solid "moving back in" chat, I will just look for my own place and keep working on my M. Honestly it feels like a rush back in because of a lease and I don't want it to be rushed or forced. I feel TONS better now that it is just out and on the table! The actual yea or nay from H is just details. As I see it, H is seeing an "us" in his future and I can't push this timeframe on him just for my comfort.
Thanks for asking and I will just keep up my PMA and focusing on school in the meantime