She says her needs have changed, she doesn't want to be married, to anybody. She didn't bother to tell me until I stood up and said what I wanted from her and she said "I can't give you what you need..." I've never been the one to say "I want XXX or else I'm leaving" but she has gotten fed up over the years and brought up divorce a few times. I'm trying hard to not be a mind reader, but then I can't believe most of what she says either, that kind of leaves me lost in the fog, so I think right now marriage-wise I'm just sitting with my engine idling in neutral waiting for the fog to clear or her to shine some light on the situation. Meanwhile I'm busy with my own life and working me and taking care of me.
Good to see you around j, hope all went well with your end of the school year stuff and all your visitors, -JDK
