I know it sounds a little confusing. On my part I know I said some things that I didn't really explain about my h. Things that were probably bother me over the last 2 years. I didn't really elaborate so it probably didn't make sense to anyone but me.
The cousin had a various times tried to kiss me and I kept trying to avoid it, but the first time I was caught by surprise.
His friend called yesterday. I don't think he will say anything, since he probably doesn't know anything- well nothing happened.
I think I just feel bad cause I didn't tell him anything at all.

Like I said maybe it is nothing and I am worried about nothing.