Guilt is a terrible thing...glad you don't have to carry that monkey on your back. It's funny (not) how they seek the thrill of the addiction...and they look like crack addicts with sunken eyes and washed out hair/skin after awhile because the stress of living against their true nature gets the better of them. Some don't...those are the ones who were that way all along and you just had your "love blinders" on and missed their poor qualities.
