Still stuck in Limbo Land

[maryfromaustin]

Hope you're doing ok. THINGS WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER! if you're going thru a difficult time now, i've learned that things will be alot better tomorrow.


i noticed that i'm not posting like i used to. i'm GAL. i'm detaching from my H. i'm not so focused on our marriage, our problems, etc etc. it's what i've wanted since this whole nightmare happened.


now the good stuff.


my H came back from NY last wed and since then we've communicated alot better. he was flirting with me alot on friday and on saturday it was a strange day. he first came out with some heartbreaking news. he was told by his company that he should get the divorce so i won't have any interest in the "company" later on. WHAT THE HELL!!! now his so called boss (a wannabe man) is interested in his personal life? hhmm, sounds fishy. then he told me "it's not what you think. i want to reconcile but i can't trust you completely yet. if we have an agreement then we'll start counseling and we'll reconcile".

what to think? he says he misses the kids and doesn't want to be apart from them anymore. i'm thrilled. but worried about this so called company. i told him i'd sign a post nuptial agreement but no divorce. i gave him the whole sacred vows story and that i wasn't going to let any man/woman come between us. til death do us part! he agreed, no divorce. but that it would take time for the trust issue. i says to him "i've waited this long for you to come along, i think i can wait a bit longer for you to trust me"


what do you think?