Well made it home safely, not sure if trip was good or bad in W's eyes, only time will tell.

Once again S made me teary eyed. We dropped W at her place and unpacked. I then told him to get his stuff ready to go with me.

S "Why are we leaving, I thought you and mommie were back together because we were together all weekend."
This just crush's me everytime, I feel like I can only repeat myself so many different ways to him. I truly hope that this suffering he is going thru is better than just getting a D and him not having any fantasies going thru his head.

One other thing that happened this morning, my MIL gave my W DB and DR books, hope this goes well and she actually opens them. Otherwise they might make good coasters for her coffee table and she will just pull further away.


M 41
W 33
S8
S17
Bomb 3/11/07
S 3/28/07
New beginning? 8/31/07