THANKS TY.... IF I am an ispiration that makes me feel so special and it almost seems impossible for I feel so weak at times and then I take a deep breath and keep on. Thank you for the compliment! I had an awesome post this a.m. as I am feeling real strong and a lot better and this Laptop my h got me always freezes when I post novel style and it just disappears...
So.... let me say to you as hard as it is and b/c you are trying so hard your emotions are raw and right at the surface. You love her and this is tearing you up but you will succeed in life and be ok one day. You have a great personality and you are standing for your M while she keeps giving you sh*t. Yeah the whole kids thing.. I myself started crying today when I looked at my children on our way to lunch. The things we endure for love and the things we endure for our children. You are a good Man and you sound well,, one day at a time sweetie. Last year I was aso bad it was one hour at a time! \:\( Your strength will come one day,,, I promise. I actually was M before for 9.5 years to my HS sweetheart , or so I thought!!!! and went thru and ugly Divorce and I vowed NEVER , EVER to marry again.) One day at a time and all things are possible. I PROMISE. Take care ...
Love, Ali