I went to the C today. Focused on my misplaced anger - at his friends (who I don't see but visualize yelling at) and a little at IL (told MIL to face the fact that H was an adulter and not the H she raised) and she has me working on how I would have handled R issues differently from my end. <sigh> Let's see would have grabbed baseball bat .......LOL
I can add another notch to my belt...learned to shoot a gun along with DD. Didn't plan on it but everyone went out shooting and we joined in. I liked the 35 mm, even hit a couple times things I aimed at. Now, I really better deal with that misplaced anger <G>
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
Frustrated Forties over at 40/60 has the best selection of bats.....how ever she has some better methods right in tune with what you are learning...
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Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest
You really don't need to have a hard time now. You needn't feel afraid, nor need you worry about an apparent lack of resources. You don't just have a guardian angel looking out for you, you have an entire team of angelic protectors working in shifts to ensure that your most essential needs are met. Now, you may wonder why, if this is so, you aren't rolling in wealth and busily having your every physical need fulfilled. Maybe that's because there's something you truly need even more. Hold on, it's coming.
OH GEEZE!!!! This one gave me shivers! I went about 6 months ago to another tarot reading for fun with a bunch of other women. The tarot reader said the same thing, "You have a bunch of angels looking out for you" Then she paused and said "but you just don't listen. OK, Angels, I am trying to listen!!
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
ACCKKK - I just realized I am going to NYC NEXT week! Where did the time go? Now to run around like a chicken with his head cut off....gotta get enough food for pets, find my dad a new doctor (old one left state and having difficulty finding one that takes medicare), make sure his pills are ok, get dad's bday present and throw a little party (maybe just DD and me right now - when we come back more?), pack, money, lawn, work, find out how to get to hotel from airport.....<breathing into bag> but I do have tickets to 4th of July fireworks from cruise ship and Wicked.
Things are going well. H is in total withdrawal. DD emailed a "Happy Father's Day" and he didn't respond. Very sad. I did find out that DD has ADD and we are trying medication. It feels like the "flavor of the month" but if it helps her, it will be worth it. She gets straight A's on homework but fails the tests, that and some other behaviors (mess, freaks at too many instructions, etc.). She is also working too much for her age(she's 15 and worked 43 hours last week). There were some emergencies at her work (employee had seizure and got carted away to hospital) and she said she would work over. IL's made statements that made me feel like a bad mom on both the ADD and the work. I am trying not to let them get to me but what if they are right? <stomping on nagging "bad mom" feeling>
Friend gave me her wine lesson since she had a problem and it was wonderful. Talked to alot of neat people. It was weird though. I thought for a brief moment that H would have like this (someone made a comment about couples) and I had a moment flash to what felt like a future moment with H there beside me with a glass of wine. It was really strong. Oh well. Yes, I am weird.
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
No, that was not you in the video, was it???? I know I have been to Draper--right near where my sister lives, I think.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
No, that was not you in the video, was it???? I know I have been to Draper--right near where my sister lives, I think.
Yes, the witch was me. It was fun making it, especially on work time! I live really close to Draper, about 15-20 mins. You'll have to let me know when you visit again!
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
