I know Jack, and I am trying my friend. My reserves are running very low right now. When I told you that I need this vacation for me, I wasnt kidding. I know she will be there with me and that will make it harder, but I am really going to try and clear my head while I am there and somewhat recharge those batteries to see if there is anything left in the tank.

You know me well enough to know that if there is anything left, I will hang in there and fight for me. If there's not, then it is time.

I am not upset with you for pointing this out, I am grateful and completely get what you are saying. I do GET it Jack.....

And.......

Yes I was pointing out the preaching to the choir bit, you and I are starting to get in synch now aren't we?????


M- 48
XW- mentally 17
KIDS- 3- S19, D23, D28
Married- 17 years
Divorce final- 10/16/09