I know you want to "fix" this. I know that you want to figure it out and do everything you can to make this work. Unfortunately in this crazy backwards dbing world...the thing that is going to give you the best chance of fixing this...is to just leave it alone and focus on fixing YOU. Make yourself whole again. It is SO hard NDDT and frankly, I think you have done an amazing job to date. There are no guarantees in this but there are things you can do to help improve your odds...but they all have to do with you. Keep at it...you're doing really good.
