She is thinking about a lot of things and this is hard on her NDDT. However you have NO idea what she is thinking and you just need to stop trying to figure it out. I know that is incredibly hard but it is what is healthiest for you and any chance you have at saving your M.

Scott: 38
X: 39
M: 13yrs D: 12/12/08
S9, D8, S6
MLC/EA/PA
Bomb: 8/10/06 S: 01/07 Asked for D: 05/07 Mediation 07/07

"And when all's been said and done
It's the things that are given, not won
Are the things that you want"
- Gomez; See the World