She used to say i had a sex addiction because I wanted it so much. When she decided to give it another go, I stop asking and let her initiate. So, if she didn't want to, we didn't. I stopped talking to other women. She never believed I stopped. She said she can't trust me now.

She hasn't filed because she can't afford to. I am going to give it a week or so and see if she changes her mind. If she doesn't, then I will. I went to a lawyer back in January when I thought she wasn't coming back. So I already have a lawyer.