I have been giving so much of myself that sometimes I forget to think about me and my needs. We were supposed to be going to New Orleans next month for her birthday. Everything has been paid for. I guess i will be going by myself now.

This hurts. I am not unique. Everyone who is on here is trying to work their situation out.

I don't want to quit trying, but if I keep trying and nothing happens it is going to hurt more. I am trying to remember what I did before to start the reconciliation.