She just asked me if I was going to take the kids. I was fine until she asked that. She has had some attempts to end her life and she thinks I will use that to take the kids.
She is resolute right now on leaving. While I no longer believe she is a WAW, I do believe she is fed up with all of the stuff from the past and now she can't believe I have changed. I have said it all before and didn't change. The problem is now that I have changed, all the lies before are haunting this situation.
I do not believe she has another man at the present moment. Maybe she wants one. What do I know? I do know right now it is over and it hurts because I have been doing right.
My changes are permanent. I am a better person. But if she is serious about a D, then let's not drag this out any longer.
