He caved last night. Which was fine with me, but not with him. When it was over he started crying and kept saying it wasn't right. Right to me. I told him I was not a moron and I could decided what was right for me. I also told him that apparently he was the one with the problem, not me. He also said that I would have to let him go. I told him to shut up and stop ruining the moment and just let it go for now. That really upset me, I was fine before that, enjoying the moment. I started to cry. He just kept apologizing for every little thing. I told him to stop it. Why why why????
He was sweet all night and morning, spooning with me and rubbing me. I am just living in the moment, as the next one it will change.
Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9 Separated 90 days 6/28/05 H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now H Filed for D 7/08