Well my H has called me several times now and keeps saying ILY!!!! and now he tells me he wants me to go to Victoria Secret and buy whatever I want and spend as much as I want. ????? OOOOOH sounds nice. I do believe I can do that.... I dunno whether to be elated or suspicios???? Well I will go w/ elated for now and if it is out of guilt he will have to deal with this on his own! I am not going to be bogged down w/ this. I also realized that he may be an alchoholic and as hard as it is for me I am going to have to lead by example and not let him drag me down and hopefully help him some.
I did tell him right now to go to bed and to STOP drinking, I normally tip toe around with him and stay quiet not anymore.. I need to keep strong and not let this affect my moods anymore. I need to for me and my kids.
I guess it took him being and idiot and giving some *W* his number for me to open my eyes more and get tougher with him. Walking on eggshells re his drinking and behavior towards me is enough.
I need to get disciplined in taking care of my mind , body and spirit had this happened to me years ago and it did ,, I would have been a pile of mush crying all day and upset and wanting to talk it to death.... NO MORE!
God bless... and I WILL have fun at Victoria Secret, lots of fun. I deserve it... ;\)