HS - More? Maybe. Different? YOU BET! Again, apples and oranges and I know that. I've had apples for 11 years straight...and I just bit into an orange. Kinda liked it....but I know that someday oranges may not taste so great either.

No kidding ay Jen? I am such a better person now. So much more self aware. I've grown a lot over the past 10 months...and last night my confidence jumped a ton too. Have to say it felt GOOD to have two attractive ladies genuinly interested in me...making them laugh and smile. I needed that. Ton of good looking, younger guys crawling around that place last night and they had an "ick, whatever - so back to you" attitude.

Got a text from her this morning wishing me a happy father's day too....

Guess I should also mention that I met the kids and W for brunch this morning. It was very nice, everyone was in a good mood....nice. Then of course she tells me that she really needs to study and then she has to work at 2pm...so at 11am...on father's day...I've got the kids for the rest of the day. Don't get me wrong, I love spending time with the kids. But I spend a lot of time with my kids and I kind of look at father's day as a day to do whatever I want to do. Was hoping to get out on my bike..but oh well. I told her to go ahead, she did feel bad...her school is important. But in the same breath she was telling me that she has been trying to study but she hasn't gotten anything done because she's just not into it...been procrastinating. So I guess I kind of feel like I'm not getting to really enjoy my father's day because she's been too busy "looking up recipes instead of studying".

oh well...par for the course. there is something else I'd like to do..play golf like Ian is! ugh.

...but last night was fun. ;\)


Scott: 38
X: 39
M: 13yrs D: 12/12/08
S9, D8, S6
MLC/EA/PA
Bomb: 8/10/06 S: 01/07 Asked for D: 05/07 Mediation 07/07

"And when all's been said and done
It's the things that are given, not won
Are the things that you want"
- Gomez; See the World