I think maybe you can love him in a new way and quite possibly the love you will feel will be even more beautiful than before. It is real hard when they are "away" on one hand it helps you grow and sometimes the lonliness is hard to bear,, you get used to it but some days like today for me it is hard. Take care sweetie ... and yes that time alone will be priceless enjoy it and make awesome memories. God bless...
