Yeah! on the leg. Now you can dance the night away again.
CRAP!!! No flowers yet and yes I am obsessing and I have every right to right now. I am frustrated and tired. Couldn't go horseback riding because of everything else I had to do. While feeding neighbors horses, their dogs got out and I had 1/2 hour or more of worrying about them and searching for them, DD had to go to work, dad wanted me to come over and trim hedge, which I ended up doing in 100 degree heat. Now, I am doing laundry and going to go grocery shopping and then pick up DD.
I guess I always counted on the flowers, even though I shook my head every time. It was our only contact and now he is starting to cut it. Does this mean never any more contact? Another tie cut between us. The next "event" is DD bday in September. Will I hear nothing until then? Is he starting toward depression or does he have another woman and is blissfully happy and has forgotten us? Does it even matter? It shouldn't but it does still! DANG!!!
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
